Craft is the baseline. Taste is the differentiator. Direction is the multiplier.

Craft is the baseline. Taste is the differentiator. Direction is the multiplier.

Experiments

  • Psychologist Allan Paivio’s dual-coding theory showed that when words are paired with images, the brain creates a “redundant trace,” or more simply, two routes back to the same memory. It’s why you remember a sentence more easily if it arrives with a picture, a sound, or even a place.

    My Nuerodíc (e.g. AuDhD) mind couldn’t store language simply because it was handed over. It needed texture. A reason. An image so strange it refused to leave. What I needed was for language to feel like stepping into a Louise Bourgeois Cell: a self-contained world humming with memory, something you enter, not something you memorize.

    So I wondered: could I build that?

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    Modeled on the thousand-word framework but circumventing A1–A3 burnout (boredom, uselessness.) Paired with rich, AI pipeline generated imagery focused on surreal scenes that then build from an ontology clouds.

    Agent-driven. Built for scale.

  • Bilateral stimulation has been studied for decades. Left–right task reliably reduces vividness and physiological charge for many people. The theory I find most plausible is plain: you’re loading working memory while recalling; there’s less bandwidth left for the surge.

    It began with a bird. An unthreatening cockatoo perched on the background of my desktop as I lay on the floor of my office pondering, what next? I perked up and wondered, how easy might that be?

    A tempo-controlled visual.
    Left, right, left, right. Steady.
    Five of my best-known spiraling thought patterns and a hook up to Eleven Labs later a mini-EMDR machine sat in front of me.

    Audio, visual, personal. Desktop only.

  • Jung believed the unconscious speaks in symbols for a reason. Not to obscure truth, but to render it tolerable. He wrote that if the psyche delivered its insights directly, the ego would reject them. So it disguises urgency as absurdity—the truth sideways, in images strange enough to bypass our defenses.

    “The dream is a spontaneous self-portrayal, in symbolic form, of the actual situation in the unconscious,” Jung wrote, “they show us the unvarnished, natural truth.”

    This was not a performance of introspection. It was a question: could artificial intelligence, trained on psychology, archetype, and symbolic theory, reflect something real back to me? Could a system without instinct—one that doesn’t dream, doesn’t dissociate, doesn’t remember childhood—help me recognize something about my own?

    The experiment: A year-long practice of feeding my dreams to an artificial mind and finding, in return, a path into my subconscious that often described my waking life more clearly than I could.

  • A commitment to 12 small tools, one each month, that takes on a task I have yet to find the time for.